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From: Kari
Date: 10/6/01
Time: 9:59:15 PM
I made a polite request or deal. I don't believe he is doing what you say he is doing, but I do know that Arlen Spector lied when he came up with the magic bullet theory and Orrin Hatch lied when he made the deal with President Clinton that if he told the truth that the Republicans would stop their harassment. I made a polite proposal for an agreement to someone I respected and believed would understand the parts that cause pain. I have taken diatribes written by you charlie and still respected you and your feelings enough to back off and you answer with such venom and hate that I am unsure you are the same person I spoke with for so long. I have made the wrong choice when it crossed my mind that you were not using me all that time to get the info that I might or might not have and once you had it all had no need for me. I lied to myself about you because I cared about you. I thought that it didn't matter that we had different political beliefs that we were still friends. Now I see clearly that I was never someone you did anything but use and then discard when what I had to say was important anymore. Had you read the entire thing I wrote it was clear that I was asking you to back off not just because we women have the rights we do because of this man but because he has lost more immediate family prematurely and still he worked to help the people. I asked that you back off for my personal feelings. What does that have to do with whatever, I thought it had to do with friendship. Now I see it was a friendship that never existed. I am ashamed and embarrassed that I ever respected you at all. I will miss the person I believed you to be but not who you really are.